Monday, March 31, 2014

The Common Thing between Me & Denise

Hi there, everyone!
I've been so busy at school (though I sometimes still keep my Facebook updated hehe) that I had no enough time to actually post something. But trust me, I've been dying to write you readers, if you ever exist, something.

So here it goes.

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This is the story of Denise.

[Denise]

The story began somewhere in October, where I failed doing something and then someone came to me and offered me a new point of view and this someone really did open my eyes, abut how I shouldn't waste my time regretting things and start fresh, that there were still many other options to choose from, and my life didn't end as I failed.

Then I fell for that person ever since.

I couldn't meet him everyday and when we met I couldn't do anything about it. He smiled to me that day, the day when I finally got something that not only me, but all of my fellow students had been seeking for months. That afternoon, we were all running chasing seniors. Then after hugging a senior, I saw him. With his dirty face, clothes, and naked feet. It was like the world  around us just blurred and the time just stopped. He was looking at me and I looked at him back. Then he smiled and said, "Semangat ya!" [Indonesian for 'Keep your spirit up!']. I was blushed but I could only smile and said, "Thanks!' and chased another senior. It was just, perfect.

I don't know. I would like to tell you that only. To show that it actually stays in my heart as something special, that it has its own place there. That I will always remember that little moment when he actually smiled to me.

And maybe, just maybe, he might answer all the questions in my head. Maybe with a yes or with a no, I don't know. What's most important is my feeling towards him can stay, not how he would actually respond to me.

Thank you for being in my life for once, colouring it in a temporary moment, giving new perspectives to look from, caring for me whenever I need to, giving me the attention that I crave for sometimes, but still keeping me awake that I need to keep landing my feet on the ground.

I love how he makes every conversation sound dreamy but keeps things real at the same time.

[Interviewer]

So do you still like him?

[Denise]

Honestly, I don't know. Maybe I'll just relax, sit down, and enjoy the movie while it lasts. Then when it comes to the credit, I'll make sure of it.

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Ok so I don't know what I just wrote but it just ran through my brain so smoothly. But I hoep you like this shortie. I'll post you something real later okay? This is just a random piece stuck in my brain that forces me to let it be read by you.

Stay reading!

-Abigail Gee