Apology

Hi, all!

I'm so sorry if any of my posts offends any of you. I really am.

I'm just a random blogger who likes writing yet sometimes a bit insensitive.

I love you guys and I don't want to offend or hurt all of you by my posts. Therefore, I deleted some parts of the post 'Sorry' which is a bit offensive and I realized that it was only for private consumption.

I'll post you something better later so stay reading!

I love you guys!

xoxo,

-Abigail Gee

Isn't She Wonderful?

Sorry.

Hi, Gorgeuses!
I'm sorry, guys. I've been so busy with examinations, graduation and stuff these few months that I had not much time to post something.

Yes. I'm graduating from middle school. Yay!

I keep telling myself that I need to calm down and not to panic, yet I screamed after I finished all my exams. I hope to get good scores, since I depend on them to get good schools. Wish me luck!

Anyway, since I missed the Valentine's day and White Day, I'll bring the theme 'Love' up for this post.

Have you ever had a big crush on somebody that you're willing to give your all to that one person? I have. And it was tragic.

I ended up hurting myself so badly. I mean, every time I like someone it always leads me to disappointments.

To girls who have experienced such thing like me, don't give up on finding love. Don't regret falling for someone although they never really meant it. I don't regret falling for him, the only regret I have is to lower my honor and let myself look cheap. Screw them, but don't lose hope. That's just the beginning, there will be heart breaks and stuff in the future, but for now, just enjoy the sensation of falling in love.

If they can't respect you and take you as who you are, then they are assholes who don't deserve you. Don't make yourself approachable, available, and cheap. Don't lower your standards or lose your pride, honor and dignity just to make him notice you. Be who you are, and you'll show up to the surface and make someone nice and perfect for you notice you.

Leave all those boys who don't respect you, play around with your feelings, even when they are irresistible, handsome, and you already fall for them. Don't be afraid of letting go and moving on. If they really love you, they'll come back and tell you so. But if they don't, then they're not your better halves.

I know some things about boys. Boys like being fallen for, they like it when someone likes them or has crush on them. But they don't like some of the girls, but if they lose them it's like losing fans. So they give some of them a little attention which girls usually call false hopes, so the girls will still stick to them and keep liking them.

Most of them are like that, but I didn't say all of them.

But we're just teenagers growing up, so you can't just push them to be mature and let them and yourselves have fun! Enjoy loving and being loved, heart breaks, crushes, and live your teenage dreams to the max. But don't get it too many times (because if you keep hurting yourself constantly like that and keep thinking about it, you won't believe in love) and don't let your little love problems make you unfocused on your study. There are way more important things to be done.

Been there done that. I tell you all of these so you guys will enjoy your life and avoid things I have experienced. I really wish you girls all the happiness in the world. I wish you guys could fine the perfect guy in the perfect time, had a good teenage time and could live your lives to the fullest.

'Live. Laugh. Love.' - Chloe Grace Moretz

Cheers to being teenagers!

-Abigail Gee

A Time With Buddies

Hi guys!
Remember the post Confessions : Part 1? I believed I had mentioned that I moved to Balikpapan there. So yeah, I moved to Borneo and it feels, well, pretty good.
But still, I miss my friends in Bali. They've been there for me and like my second family over past two years! And those two years are like the best in my life.

I love you guys!

So, a few weeks before the examinations, we went to this place to play indoor soccer called Metro Futsal. Even the girls joined the game! Well, it was really awkward since they never had girls to book their place before. And here they are. The pictures when we played indoor soccer!

There'll be more soon ;)

-Abigail Gee

New Year Resolutions

Have you guys ever dreamed of beautiful things to achieve--dreams?
You want to get or accomplish something really badly?
If you ask me, I have dreamed of lots of them and I do want to.

New year, new life! That's what people say all the time. They are so true about it. But how do we start fresh next year, which is coming ahead so close now?

Setting up plans. Yep. And we all know the plans as New Year Resolutions.

New Year Resolutions are basically a list of things you want to achieve or accomplish in the coming year. Some people make them simple just to remind themselves that new year is coming ahead, but the others enlist very important things and take the list seriously.

New Year Resolutions are plans with a fixed deadline, which is the next year. So the resolutions expire when the end of the year has changed into the early new year.

I actually do have my own list. And here are my New Year Resolutions!

• In the coming year, I want to go to my dream high school that I've wanted to attend since I was in the Primary School
• In the coming year, I want to get very good final scores for my final exams so I can graduate with my head held high, making my parents proud of me
• In the coming year, I want to recover from all sickness and ill I've been suffering since I was a child
• In the coming year, I want to be more creative and more useful for surroundings, including other people and the world
• In the coming year, I want to stay humble and be down to earth, and be more open and find more friends
• In the coming year, I want to fix my bad habit, which is to make a mess
• In the coming year, I want to produce something useful and helpful, like songs or stories
• In the coming year, I want to get my stories published as good books
• In the coming year, I want to pay attention towards my family more, and to be a daughter to be proud of for my parents and a perfect sister for my little brother
• In the coming year, I want to fix my friendships with my friends whom I've wasted
• In the coming year, I want to prove all my friends that I'm not as bad as they think
• In the coming year, I want to stay happy :)

And there still more wishes, but the post can't handle them.

You see, New Year Resolutions aren't made so you need to rush to fulfill them. They are made to motivate you, to give you spirit, to remind you that there are reasons for you to live in the world, that there's a meaning in this life that you can find.

They aren't made to make you stressed or depressed because you can't achieve them. Though they have deadlines, doesn't mean you can't try again next year. You just need to re-write them in another piece of paper, and start fresh from beginning with your best effort.

Enjoy all your life you have, be grateful for every single day you had spent in 2012, feel the blessings God's spread this year for us, for every goodness the God had given, and welcome a new year ahead with cheer, joy, smiles, love, and strong will to face the fresh year of 2013.

So, what are your New Year Resolutions? (:

Happy New Year! (and Merry Christmas for everyone who celebrated it) XOXO

PS: Don't forget to give warm hugs and kisses for people you love at the New Year's Eve!

-Abigail Gee